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I should not have napped today. Not being able to fall asleep at night makes me miss Jake, and wish he was curled up with me. Waking up unrested will make the workday drag on, which will make me wish I had him to hug when I got home. Being cranky and overtired by the end of tomorrow means I will miss him more than ever. And I probably still won’t know when I’ll see him next, but I’ll have false hope in the fact that he could arrive any day. And every day he doesn’t come, I’ll sleep more during the wrong times, less during the right times, feel worse and worse, miss him worse and worse…
Woe is me.
Kendra, don’t take naps.
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I'm 16, I'm a college student, I take pictures, I meet people and I can fall in love with almost anyone or anything. I'm alive, and most of the time that feels like a miracle. I have an obsessive need to create things and to capture moments however I can. Memories are my lifesource, Forgetting is my enemy. I want no endings, nothing lost, completed or disposed of. I want to keep everything close and keep it forever.
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