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why do attractive and well dressed girls intimidate me so much
if you are another female who is more physically attractive than me I will immediately feel unworthy of your time and presence, and that of everyone else present, because clearly it is only you who should be showered with attention and friendship. And there is also a good chance a will be a small amount afraid of you.
I don’t say this sarcastically as if you haven’t earned it be being freaking gorgeous and well dressed, and I’m not saying you can’t be beautiful and have a good personality. I’m just saying, I can’t top that. So I’ll just sit on a couch for the whole party attempting conversation with boys pretending that they are not all completely infatuated with you.
I'm 16, I'm a college student, I take pictures, I meet people and I can fall in love with almost anyone or anything. I'm alive, and most of the time that feels like a miracle. I have an obsessive need to create things and to capture moments however I can. Memories are my lifesource, Forgetting is my enemy. I want no endings, nothing lost, completed or disposed of. I want to keep everything close and keep it forever.
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