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I miss the days when I would get Christmas money and say “wow! I could buy anything right now!”
Because right now, I’m looking at my $275 of Christmas gift money and the images going through my head are not shopping sprees for cute undies, shoes, or clothing, not concert or movie tickets, or date nights.
I’m thinking: Text books, uniform for clinicals, subway pass, saving for loan payments. My Christmas money has been engulfed by my responsibilities, and that makes me sad.
I'm 16, I'm a college student, I take pictures, I meet people and I can fall in love with almost anyone or anything. I'm alive, and most of the time that feels like a miracle. I have an obsessive need to create things and to capture moments however I can. Memories are my lifesource, Forgetting is my enemy. I want no endings, nothing lost, completed or disposed of. I want to keep everything close and keep it forever.
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